Starring out my window, into the black sky

The darkness unforgiving, the trees can't be seen

I climb into bed, falling in a deep sleep

Silence all around me, unaware of the world

A cool breeze shadows over my body

And I become conscious to the world

Lying on the ground, my feet cold & bare

Where am I...

I rise to my feet & look around

It's an abandoned church

In ruins...full of destruction

Caste aside & forsaken

I can hear the sound of church bells ringing,

as a choir of angels start to sing,

Their troubled souls...

Singing in sorrow

Crying out from within

I walk towards an opening,

Leading outside the abandoned church

I enter a field...a field of solitude...

Nothings here but the desolate church

As I embrace all that's around me &

listen to the choir of angels sing

Why are they in sorrow

Why would angels weep

My spirit begins to sink

My heart is filled with fear

I understand where I'm at...

Eternity...but God is not here

I take a deep breath but I can't breathe

I gasp for air & sense, evil near me

My soul is troubled

Tears are streaming down my face

My life flashes before me

And I begin to grieve

I walked down the path of sorrows

Now my soul is damned to eternity

I was never good at forgiveness

And I held grudges deep inside

I hurt those who hurt me

I lived a lie

I chose the path of sorrows,

because it was easy for me

I was concerned about my flesh,

Not my soul, not eternity

Father, I was foolish

That's not the person I wanted to be

I wanted to love others, I wanted others, to love me

When did death fall upon me

When did my soul enter this immortal realm

The demons are calling me...I'm burning...

I'm burning from within

Father, father, my soul is tormented

Help me please

Take me back to when I was a child

For she understood & believed

My body trembles, as I look into the field

The demons are approaching

They have come to condemn me

They have come, to do their will

As the demons draw their swords

I listen to the choir of angels sing,

The church bells still ringing

I bow down & fall to my knees

Father in Heaven, forgive me please

I chose the path of sorrows

And this is where it's lead me

If I could mortal,

for just one more day

I would sacrifice to love others

I would turn away from hate

I gasp for air...finally, I can breathe

I open my eyes...it was just dream

I walk to my window & fall to my knees

Tears streaming down my face, I weep bitterly

I bow my head & close my eyes

And I pray...

Father, forgive me please

The child within me, needs salvation

She needs peace

You heard the cries of my tormented soul

You blessed my prayer

I have one more day to behold

I will sacrifice to love others

I will turn away from hate

I can hear church bells ringing

As a choir of angels start to sing

But this time, they sing of forgiveness,

This time, they sing in peace